(The title was posted on the 20th, the body of this was posted on the 24th, just to clarify)
I tried uploading a post from my phone while I was away, but all that I could manage was the title of this post. So now I am back home, and I am merely "editing" the post which failed in NSW. Haha.
So I return from my holiday, and today is Christmas Eve. And I gotta tell you, I'm not feeling the good old Christmas buzzzz that I used to when I was little. In fact, I haven't felt it for a while now. I remember when I was younger, I used to get so excited for Christmas that I couldn't sleep for days beforehand and stuff...and now...I could sleep in on Christmas day, open all my presents, eat a feast, and STILL not feel the buzz...is there something wrong with me? Even now, as I type this, it just feels like another day of the year. I hardly get excited about New Years as well. Everything just feels the same now. It would make sense if there was a giant tragedy that happened in my life recently, but there has been nothing remotely close to tragedy in my life. Just dramatic, like injury and inability to dance, or friends leaving dancing and going overseas.
I think I'm broken.
Anyway, I went to NSW just before, and I took some good photos on my phone because I didn't take a camera, and I was just looking at them on my computer, and they're all stripy. But they look good on my phone, so I think I'll just leave them there where they look good, haha!
That's me and Stef on the train with massive hair! Haha. I love this photo so much! We look really pretty with all our stage make-up on hahah....except that stupid spot on my chin, but just ignore that! Hehe
The DVD from our graduation concert is available now, but I can't get it until next year, NOT HAPPY! Maybe I can get it after Christmas and boxing day...I think I'll do that. I'm uber pumped to see the concert!
I love being in concerts because they're always so so so much fun, but then I watch them back and I see myself dance and I'm always like "Why the hell do I dance, that's so embarrassing" Even when I HAVE improved...I look stupid when I dance, and I don't know why, but I keep doing it, and even though my friends don't say I'm bad, I know they're just being nice because there's always that someone who sucks, and that just happens to be me at my dance school. :(
Enough negativity! It's Christmas tomorrow!
Well, I could keep typing because I haven't typed for over a week because I didn't have access to a computer, but I'm not going to because my hands are cramping slightly from my lack of typing, also I can't think of much to say here. Well, I can...I'm just not ahahah.
Soooooo!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
I love this blog haha
I don't know whether I've posted this photo yet, but here it is again if I have haha. I look like I'm in pain. Haha
And on that bombshell:
Some people ask for a tissue when they sneeze, Chuck Norris asks for a body bag.
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